Story of Koraluz
On the morning of July 5th 2010, I was trying to calm my emotional stress and confusion during my meditation. As a way to help my mind to calm down I started to talk, there was nobody who could hear me I was alone but I started to speak aloud about what was oppressing me. I asked fervently for help to clarify a decision I had to make, I was so confused, I felt lost and without clarity about how to go forward.
“Only when you get liberated from the shadows of the past, when you can see and accept it in complete relaxation, will you be able to live in fullness and naturally feel which path to follow,” I heard internally.
I identify the internal voice as the Feminine Manifestation of the Universe; she told that the only thing I had to do was to feel my heart. “Come back to your heart,” She repeated to me with deep sweetness. “Your emotional wounds will be healed simply by feeling the source of endless love that rests in your heart”.
She told me the moment had come to give me an experience where She would ‘activate’ the codes of light of my heart, the fountain of love and sweetness that eternally rests in the middle of our chest. I felt as if a shower of light came down upon my body and soul. I was filled with immense peace, deep love and happiness.
While I was relaxing in this ocean of serenity and bliss, this voice started giving me instructions, telling me that I should transmit the experience I was having to all the people who would cross my path. “The only thing the world needs is for all people to ‘activate’ their heart center and let that the source of love flood their lives. For that purpose, activate their heart center; share it with everybody that comes your way. Help to heal the emotional wounds of your brothers and sisters by helping them to connect with the very source of love. This is your new mission, to activate the heart center.’
The time has arrived to step out of our intellect and stop making the effort to ‘get something’. It is the time to relax in our own essence, to accept and embrace our Truth, and to experience the pure love that emerges endlessly from the center of our heart. This is our natural birthright!
She also told me that the deep hurt; desperation and pain I had lived in the last months previous to this experience were necessary. Those experiences were very important for this next step, because now I could have the certainty and the authority to say, yes, it is possible to heal our emotional wounds, and live in the heart center in overflowing love and gratitude.
If it happened to me, it means it can and will happen to everybody else!
Then She proceeded to give me clear instructions how I should 'activate' the light codes of the Heart.
After this experience I went for a walk. I was feeling strange; my mind was questioning whether everything that I experienced in the morning was a product of my imagination. Although my heartache was totally gone, my mind doubted. Was it true that I now had the capacity to activate the Heart center, or was it my deep desire to help others that generated this kind of fantasy in me? I was very confused and did not know what to do.
While I was walking, I saw a big yellow butterfly among the flowers that grew close to a river. She was so beautiful! She had black borders that made the deep yellow of her wings even stronger. I had never seen this kind of butterfly in Europe before. I only knew them from the jungles of South America.
As I watched the butterfly kissing the flowers, I asked the Feminine Manifestation of the Universe: ‘Universal Mother, if all that I experienced this morning was real, if in truth You spoke to me, if it is true that You have the power to transmit to me the faculty to 'activate' the heart center, You will also have the power to move this butterfly. I need proof that You are the one who guides my steps. I ask You for this proof now. You know I need your help in order to know what to do, so if You wish me to do this, please make this beautiful butterfly fly towards me’.
There was only one yellow butterfly, and when I ask my question, she was around 2 meters away from me. As I watched her, she was still at the same flower. After a few seconds she started to fly, first a bit backwards, and then she came straight towards me (‘straight’ is an indication of her general direction; butterflies fly with up and down movements). She flew softly by my left side, went around my back and came out on my right side, circling me completely!!! Then she left the place, so relaxed and following exactly the same direction she came from, while I was left standing there like an astonished stone statue!
The Universe answered me! I was shocked and thankful. My mind could not believe it and immediately wanted more proof, saying it might have been a coincidence. The Universe answered me, ‘the mind will always doubt; it is its nature never to be satisfied. Even if I gave you more proof, the mind will never stop asking. I gave you a clear answer now; you can take it or forget it, it is up to you. You will not get more proof.’ I was able to accept that in deep gratitude and the mind went quiet.
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The months went by and even after more than one year of this especial experience, I did not decide to share it. The conviction was missing, although the persons I shared with, gave me a positive feedback, I continued doubting and I did not have the enthusiasm that bring you to give a new turn to your life.
One day happened something unexpected and very painful, something that opened the deep wounds I had and that I thought they were already healed. I went into an emotional turmoil; it was so intense that I even consider the idea of committing suicide, as a tool to escape of the deep pain I was living.
Then, almost without noticing it, I started again to speak aloud saying: how am I going to get out of all these? Is it possible to end this enormous pain that overwhelms my heart and do not let me breathe? The pain was very deep and the intensity of my emotions was bringing me to the edge of insanity. While crying profuse and desperately, I raised my face and shouted: I NEED HELP, PLEASE HELP ME, you cannot abandon me in these terrible moments, I am suffering!
Suddenly something opened inside myself and I heard the same sweet voice of more than one year ago that said to me: “have you not received a tool to work and heal the emotional wounds? Why do you not use it now, that you need it?”
I was dumfounded and without thinking it twice I started practicing what I had since long received. In less than 5 minutes, all the enormous pain, desperation, etc. disappeared completely without leaving any trace, unless a deep tranquility and acceptance that embraced my being.
Its important to emphasize that it did not happen an outside change, it did not change the outside situation that detonate all the pain and desperation I felt, but what it change was my attitude.
The moment I came back to the center of my heart, I connected with the source of my existence and I could feel that if I can keep activated my heart of light, no external circumstances would ‘break’ me.
And it was only after this important experience that I got the enthusiasm and certainty that this system really works and that the time has arrived to share it with everybody who is ready to benefit from it.
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It took me a long time in meditation to find a name that could fit with the mission I was given. I asked myself, if our heart is pure light and love, how is it possible that I feel pain in my heart? I received the understanding that there is a difference: the heart that we normally feel is our emotional heart which depends on outside circumstances to feel good or bad, but the real heart, which I will write in bold letters, lives in the middle of our being and is pure light and infinite love. This is the heart that is ‘activated’ through the Cosmic Mother’s presence, or the Feminine Manifestation of the Universe, and there is absolutely nothing that can erase or change its quality of light and love. This is our truth; this reality resides in each of us waiting to be activated, to shine completely.
After I received this understanding the name KORALUZ was born. It is the conjunction of two Spanish names and means Heart of Light. The mission is to activate the codes of light of our heart and train ‘Activators of Koraluz’.
This is my story. If you feel touched and resonate with it, and would like to experience the activation of the Koraluz or become a Koraluz activator yourself, please write to me. I will be very grateful for all the support I can get to fulfill the mission of activating the Hearts of our family, friends and all of humanity.
For a world of joy, love and light,
Rabiya Saito:
koraluz@gmail.com